so paranormal

2009-10-22T10:13:00.000-07:00

MJ's "THIS IS IT"

"PARANORMAL ACTIVITIES"
this is not based in true story, it is CAPTURED LIVE!

Why did i like Michael Jackson only after he passed on?? He's a pity. He's a real talent.

This is my fav of all. So cool!

And this is so against the gravity

Too much to say, too lil words to use.

2009-10-16T01:41:00.000-07:00

I think lost my one and only true friend whom we can share anything under the sun.
I used to console myself for the past few weeks that "no, she's still with me. she will understand my situation and we're still same as we used to be"
But no,
The distance seems too far, you're carrying on your life on well without me.
And you seem happier than before.
So maybe I am a mistake for you.

You had to sacrifice for me, i appreciated it and was very touched.
You were always there forme when i needed you but i failed to.
All i could do was trying my best to be there for you when you need any help.
You were one of the most important person in my life and you still are.

I thought you'd understand me well that i was just busy for the time being. Neither am i blaming you now that you're happily with your friends. I dont even know if we'll be able to be like we used to be.
I really missed those days.
Though it wasn't long, the silent and invisible bond was there, so strong for me, maybe you felt that too. Every single thing you do affects me.

I was pressurised by this quite awhile, it was kinda hard for me at times.
You are the first friend i've ever cried for, not once, not twice, but countless. Even now that i'm trying to surpress my emotions, but you know it's hard.
Seeing that important person in my life leaving my life. This was different from how i felt when i was suffering from a break up with my boyf, it wasn't easy for me too.

I wish you all the best in everything you do. Do stay happy. I love you

Okay, i have to cont my hardcore studying again. 6 more days to O level

UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-03T22:36:00.000-07:00

THIS IS GONNA BE A VERY BIG WARNING TO BABY!!
IF YOU DONT TREAT ME EXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXTRAAAAAAAAAAAA GOOD, IM GONNA POST
ALL YOUR 3G PHOTOS ON MY BLOG;D heheheeee!!

Lantern Festival . By me and baby(:

look at my funny face

and look at baby's funny face!

Okay, there's a short story behind this gift. Baby ordered this from Famous Amous and that day we were supposed to meet at Inter, then i went Koufu's toilet while waiting for him to reach, then i finish doing my business alr he still not done, so i go Koufu outside to wait.

Just then, i saw the familiar back of someone, it's baby! he saw me walking slowly towards him and he signal me to stop! Ask me go away! hahah!!! I LAUGHED ALL THE WAY THERE and he signalled all the way until i reached there.

The whole story is about baby was caught by me while he was going to get that gift for me. Baby loser! but i love you. hahah.

From baby's Chocolate cookies. Happy 2 Monthsary! Ty for the card. "nice pic"

From me to baby's Key chain(:

I'm gonna be even more busy with O levels until 11 Nov! All the best to me and till then im a free bird lo!!

I really hope you'll understand why i dont have time for you. It's the stresses. I thought you would understand but, seems like things doesnt goes on well. Just hopw you're alright and i love you

JACK IS BACKKKKK!!

2009-09-21T06:33:00.000-07:00

TITANIC 2
WATCH IT!

nice edit(:

O.O

2009-09-19T11:17:00.000-07:00

THIS IS A FUCKING WTF VIDEO, PLEASE WATCH IT, PLEASE.

2009-09-18T09:46:00.001-07:00

It's Friday midnight again and YES! ONLY LEFT WITH POA PAPER 1!
The entire examination was quite alright, at least i tried my best and put in ALOT of effort, i mean real alot. But still, i just hope for a pass then strive on next week for O levels.
Audition's very lag and baby's playing DOTA with friends. 2.30am alr still play, how to wake up tmr to meet 11am for Sentosa?? LOL
Bye bye(:

FUCKING BIG MOUTH!

POP-EYE!

THIS UNCLE SO CUTE. LAUGHS!

CADDBERRY LOOK ALIKE?

DARN BUG TONGUE CAN?

!@#$%^&()&%$#@$^&+$#@$%^&#@$!#&(

2009-09-13T04:23:00.000-07:00

THE LAST HOUSE ON THE LEFT. A murder movie, not ghost. It's pretty bloody that's why it was rated M18.

I've been rotting at home for a few days and at night go suntec fetch baby from work. It has been days since we really were having our time together and i am seriously disliking it. Today's the last day he'll be at the IT fair and hopefully everything will go fine w/o stupid things that might happen again, i have my patience. I'll hold on to my temper but too much of it will make result in a huge explosion you would not be able to take it.
Tmr's prelim so i listened to baby's advice and im gonna study now. Goodbye

Overdue-ed(:

2009-09-11T10:46:00.000-07:00

I didnt even realise i've got quite a handful of photos with me, overdue-ed. Hahah.
Went quite a number of places did quite number of things that i cant recall. Only i remembered some through photos. Lucky i got photos:/

Baby, me, dionis, her boyf and baby's small sister went to ECP to ride bicycle together:D
This is the birthday girl, baby's sister. He's such a fortunate guy eh? see>> hahah

And baby doing unglam action again.

The BA GEH sweet:O

Morning exercise after breakfast, so damn early can?? thanks baby for the photos, my looked slimmer:X

Baby how old alr?? Still climb here and there on playground~

VIDEOS.

2009-09-07T00:16:00.001-07:00

SO SO OUTDATED

2009-09-04T13:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY! :D

hahah. this has got to be lame. i was so lazy to upload photos and blog recently. lalala~
im still lazy to blog now cause i cant recall what i did and where i went and when was it. so, next time den blog. but i remembered going out with baby and friends and sherlynn to town and... i forgot:/

anyway, i bought this something for baby, it's an open secret but i havent gave it to him. wait till i show him den i post on blog. hahah.

~~PRELIM~~ SUCKED. i only enjoyed Science Practical. However, i only completed EL, SS, SciencePrac and HCL up till now. Good luck man!

ever seen before sparrow mamas?? i saw them for the first time. call me a noob or whatever you think i am, hahah. i never seen it before in my whole life. and this ground sure has got A L O T of worms.

Freaking Disgusting

2009-08-28T22:12:00.000-07:00

WARNING: DO NOT WATCH THESE WHILE YOU'RE EATING. FINISH THE ENTIRE CLIP IF YOU WANNA WATCH

MAGGOTS IN NOSE

EAR WAXING

EAR WAXING

Dragonica! (: ily baby <3

2009-08-28T04:01:00.000-07:00

(:

2009-08-25T21:09:00.000-07:00

Okay, this is the 1st time i attempt to touch a caterpillar. Baby said it's cute and very harmless, so i tried:D And yes, it's cute cause it's tiny. 5mm maybe?

Hahah, look at the retards. We're were at Turf City's Giant waiting for Sherlynn to end work. And Joon Kiat took this for us.

The trip to Mount Faber(: Alright, credits of me & baby goes to Sherlynn! See it! I gave you credit uh!

I didnt go school for like a week alr? Laughs. Tmr no school cause e-learning. So i'm like super shiok la. Fri go school one day den weekend alr. Wuahahahah!

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning.

2009-08-24T20:26:00.000-07:00

Why is it that i feel so unsecure? Is it just the phobia that had been tingling around or is it you?
I dont like that fear, it haunts me even in my dreams. My heart stops beating for a second or two at times, hard to catch my breath.
Baby, hope time really can prove. And the 5 years answer i will give.

Shit, im emo-ing w/o realising. I dont have any mood for studies now. Imy. I dont know why am i mad or is it my heart aching cause you were missing in my life, my sight, i couldn't physically feel you though i know you're there. I knew soon i'll be so paranoid, but i never expected so soon. Too soon for myself to control it.

I didnt used to feel my heart ache that much the first time i cried for you. Although it was stupid for crying over that stupid thing. But this time round, i can even feel the prick in my heart and it's sinking down my stomach every now and then. Missing someone had not been so "experience-able" until now.

No other words could explain how much i wanted to be with you. Always.
3 simple words, i love you is what i want you to always remember.

-

2009-08-24T00:36:00.000-07:00

Actually i intended to blog specially for this movie "The Proposal" and about my O levels English Oral. But then due to some stupid reasons, im in a very horrible mood now, so im gonna vent my anger here.

Watched "The Proposal" with baby and it was real great! Everyone should catch it, really.
Then my oral sucked totally. I was the last person in my group and i had to wait from 2+ until almost 5 for everyone to be done before my turn. And my classmates like fucking smart like that la, they talk average 10 mins for the entire thing, some even 15mins, ME, 5 mins only-.-

Okay, enough complaining, what is done alr done, now buck up for the rest of the subjects.

Im now at baby's house and it's been long since i went school. Baby's still sleeping while i decided to wake up and study first. And fuck it, i see things that i so didnt wanna see so my mood is totally fucked up now. I've no mood, no mood at all to study. I think im gonna audi so i wont keep thinking about stupid and redundant stuffs. Can pass time somemore.

2009-08-15T21:27:00.001-07:00

Im at baby's house now
And
Im gonna be busy studying. Maybe wont be blogging until O levels ends.
I miss Sherlynn:/

LONG FUN WEEKENDS! i took out my extensions alr!!!

2009-08-10T10:39:00.000-07:00

Friday
dint go to school and i really forgot what exactly happened these few days. Caught "Where Got Ghost" midnight movie cause baby got his dad's car and the 4 of us went outing. Baby mention-ed "basically, we went around the whole of Singapore!" Hahah:D

Saturday
Went Jurong to swim. And alot places again. Hahah.
Then to baby's house.

Sunday
Stayed out late and went round Sinapore again. Got fireworks! :D
Baby's house to sleep!

Monday
Fun's over! Time to chiong for Prelims and O's.
Woke up damn late with baby and slacked at his house until night and went to eat Mac and headed to Sky Garden to study. Home sweet home. Finally i rmb what happened exactly in a day. And finally im back home to sleep:D

I drew the girl then baby go draw the guy beside(:

Photos Uploaded!

2009-08-06T03:00:00.000-07:00

TUESDAY

same same shirt. lol

WEDNESDAY (Novena)

THURSDAY(today)

Din't go school today cause mommy din't wake me up on time. Met Sherlynn and headed or breakfast at interchange. She left and i met baby for his breakfast @ Mac.
Went to his house to and slacked while watching him play Dota. Beyond Godlike! My baby is goood at it:D And his room got a punching bag!! Whoa whoa whoa! Hahah. Slept for awhile and met Sherlynn and friend to slack and study.
I'm gonna start studying now after watching "UP". Baby thought that show was called "FLY" -.-

Up-coming activities!!

2009-08-05T08:38:00.000-07:00

I'm back!! Hahah.
Was kinda late for school. Then had Chem test, was quite alright uh. During maths, Calista helped me out with my plan for O'levels.
Since Chinese i alr secured an A1, my goal'll be :

Maths A2
POA A1
Science B3
English B4

Altogether 11 points for L1R4. That is if i strive hard for now till then. Good luck to me! :DD

Okay, back to today. After school went home, baby, Nicole and her boyf came my house, then went Novena to eat LJS and studied at Starbucks. Parted with Nicole and her boyf and met Sherlynn for lan! 2V2, we won thanks to baby(:
Went back to Whampoa to slack and planned for the rest of next few days. I really really really look forward to it.
Baby "piggy back-ed me home". ily, the feeling is getting stronger. You're really sweet.

Suddenly i feel like getting a rabbit, actually, i wanted to get one long ago. Just afraid i'll starve it, cause sometimes i starve myself too. Hahah! And and i feel like changing my blog link:X

Oh oh, tmr den upload photos:D hahah.

Prelims soon. O'levels next.

2009-08-04T09:46:00.000-07:00

Had been busy studying with boyf and Sherlynn these 2 days.

Tmr shall be meeting Nicole to study and off to Novena for lan with baby, Sherlynn they all.
Photos uploading tmr. I'm tired after a day of studying Alkanes, Alkenes, Alcohols and Organic Acid.

I'm no Hongster(: I love Kendrick Seah

2009-08-02T09:24:00.000-07:00

Had tuition today and i dozed off more than 5 times. Zz.

Bi came with Duck Rice when my stomach was grumbling like mad!:D We ate together on the dining table and then we watched "Koizora" together online. Was a nice show but haven't watch finish must prepare to Jurong alr. Sherlynn's working there.

She didnt really worked since bi and i got there. Lol
Then we took a long trip home.

Baby, i love the times spent with you, you really make me feel protected by your love and thanks for everything, really, everything. Like i said, YOU'RE THE BEST! (L)

Koizora

1 eye with make up. One eye nude
Woooot!

kisssssssssss...... see the leg beside my leg? it's that asshole's. Hahah!

Proposal with umbrella? :O Hahah.

Fucking tim keep disturbing in photos

I was loud in that speaker thing^^

I so shouldnt have bent down to take the pic, i look shorter than sister alot):

Jurong Point.

2009-08-01T11:28:00.000-07:00

Ended up today got no tuition.
And i was so fucking tired. Sherlynn came my house to take the skinnies and i accompanied her to her house to take her sample box. Went home and waited for bi to come. We left for IMM to look for Sherlynn and Tim cause she's working again. Bi and i had Pepper Lunch. Thanks for the treat yea?:D Then 4 of us ate ice-cream at Cafe Cartel for dessert. Sherlynn's dad's treat? Lol.

Slacked and off to Jurong Point and we catched THE HANGOVER! It's rated NC16 but definitely not NC16 at all, should either be M18 or R21. Lol. Catch it! It's rated 5 stars online which is even more than Transformers and Harry Potter.

After that we slacked around JP and cab-ed home. Freaking 27$. Kill us 3 please, the driver was a noob, need GPS to drive.

Our Cig Case. I bought the Silver one today. 8.90$ nia:D i love it

Sherlynn and i bought the same ear ring(: not very visible but i like the photo alottttttt

Tug-O-War

2009-07-31T12:02:00.001-07:00

Was nearly late for school today!
Okay, anyway, i went to school alone. EL lesson had TUG-O-WAR with MS L.TAN the old virgin. LOSER is written on your face beside the mole of your's.
Mr Ng was being a joker throughout the entire Math lesson. Laughs...
After school went Penin with Sherlynn to get her skinnies. Then met baby. We challenged who to reach the control station provided tap card go out first when we're on the same train but diff cabin.
Then he was out to the escalator before me, so he waited for me, in the end i chiong go tap my card first, so IM THE WINNER! Wuahahaha.

Watched Twilight again online at home and when i went to bathe, baby was left alone with mommy. Hahah.
Then we headed to Tpy to eat @ Meiyan's. Slacked and walked around. Then we decided to go Novena play lan.
When we slowly reached there, we realised it's alr 11.30, confirm miss last bus one. But cont laa, baby play audi siol! Okay, i admit im a noob, but.... you more noob!

Went back to Whampoa to meet Sherlynn, waited so long cause she go see CHICKEN! grrr....
Now i'm home. I wanna maple but i'm real tired. Zzz. Nvm, maple awhile with baby den sleep alr:DD

Hope god will treat me fairly this time round.

2009-07-31T12:02:00.000-07:00

Was nearly late for school today!
Okay, anyway, i went to school alone. EL lesson had TUG-O-WAR with MS L.TAN the old virgin. LOSER is written on your face beside the mole of your's.
After school went Penin with Sherlynn to get her skinnies. Then met baby. We challenged who to reach the control station provided tap card go out first when we're on the same train but diff cabin.
Then he was out to the escalator before me, so he waited for me, in the end i chiong go tap my card first, so IM THE WINNER! Wuahahaha.

Watched Twilight again online at home and when i went to bathe, baby was left alone with mommy. Hahah.
Then we headed to Tpy to eat @ Meiyan's. Slacked and walked around. Then we decided to go Novena play lan.
When we slowly reached there, we realised it's alr 11.30, confirm miss last bus one. But cont laa, baby play audi siol! Okay, i admit im a noob, but.... you more noob!

Went back to Whampoa to meet Sherlynn, waited so long cause she go see CHICKEN! grrr....
Now i'm home. I wanna maple but i'm real tired. Zzz. Nvm, maple awhile with baby den sleep alr:DD

Hope god will treat me fairly this time round.

I'll cherish you

2009-07-30T10:52:00.000-07:00

Reached school on time today and i was so glad. Hahah. I even went for HCL lesson which i hated most! Lol.
After school accompanied Sherlynn to eat and waited for Kendrick to reach inter. We rented The Cell 2 and went my house to watched. Met Tim together go my house. After that went AMK and ate. Sherlynn intended to buy skinnies and shoes for her work, but it was too late, almost all the shops were closed. She wasn't very happy. Lol

Then went back to Whampoa again, we all met Shawn and slacked.

Then......................................................

the real unforgettable thing happened(: I'm attached to the most thoughtful guy i've come cross. He gave me my favourite Hello Kitty pencil cause i've lost mine:D
And i realised he's a real gentleman. I got that strong feeling that you possess too.

I'll cherish you. Let me see there's still hope in guys on earth. That not all guys are the same.
31st July, a special date just for us. And you better remember your promise hor! If not fight with you uh. Lastly, i'm sorry i'm not calling you baby now, cause i'm not used to yet:X
(L)

2009-07-29T09:36:00.000-07:00

I'm happy. I feel blissed. I hope it's real. I dont want it to end.

Shaker Fries!! (L)

2009-07-28T10:03:00.000-07:00

Went to school. Late. And i managed to skip detention, cause Singh and the counsellors are idiots-.-

After school went home and Sherlynn came my house, i finally managed to sleep after school. Although it was just a nap. And thank you so much Kendrick for waking me up and idk what i was talking about. Hahah.

Bought McSpicy & Shaker fries and took away to Sky Garden to study with Sherlynn, saw Jovan? Then Kendrick came to monitor me to study, but still failed to do so:/ I was cam-whoring. Bad hair day though.

CRC and dota. I WON! but actually i lost la, to be frank with myself. If you see this, KENDRICK IS A BIG BULLY.

Sherlynn and Kendrick sent me home:D

Ohohoh, i put on my nose piercing again. Hahah.

Delphinus(:

2009-07-27T08:39:00.000-07:00

Got to know one ex-beattyian today. Hahah.

Today in school time passed fast. Maybe it's because i too long never go alr, i miss my ladies so much. But Yuling didn't come today. At least i saw her when she came after school. She at 1st floor i at 4th floor. She didn't see me):

After school went home and maple until tutor came. After she left i maple again. Lol.

Anastasia so good, she gave me the link to watch HD movies and dramas:D Thank you! (L)

Tim came my house after that to wait for Sherlynn. Slacked and came home. I'm gonna maple again. Lol. I'm not chiong-ing, just nothing better to do. Hahah

Tmr going school! Woohoo!~

COCK-LESS. LAUGHS!!

2009-07-26T09:23:00.000-07:00

Woke up by myself early in the morning at 9 plus to complete my Chemistry tuition HW. And had tuition after that. My tutor got her braces on. Hahah. I laughed her off like hell when she opened her mouth:X

Met Sherlynn and we went Mac to study. Was like 30 mins? before we packed 2 shaker fries and headed off to Sky Garden. Hehe. I managed to study a lil more when we were there but SHE DID NOT! Lol. I watched her 'walk about' while we chilled there. We crapped alot. Lalala. Im in a good mood today:D Even my mom off-ed my laptop w/o my setup fully downloaded, i didn't scream at her. Hahah. Just a lil loud ;)

Then went to 177 to eat, she shitted and i was eating alone): Lucky she came back soon enough that i wasn't bored to death.

Came my house and we webcam-ed with Tim. To be exact, it was me in the cam almost all the while. Bobian, i like to be monkey in cams. Hahah. ( Tim, rmb the MAGIC uh! Dont tell others eh! )

We cam-ed like crazy luh. We went off fine at first, then i went GAGA~

Our only photo at Pasir Ris chalet

OKAY. IDK WHAT I WAS DOING:DDD

Goodnight! And i think single life would be so much better for me. Though loneliness is one hard obstacle to overcome.

GONE.BYE

2009-07-24T23:57:00.000-07:00

Just some over due photos.

I'm too dead to blog alr. See those happy smiles? All gone just within an afternoon.

"im not your type".

I dont even know what i want now. No goal, failed in academic, failed in r/s, failed in friendship, failed as a filial daughter, failed to almost everything i do in my life. Everything that i've put in effort to do.

Watched Ice Age 3 and Harry Potter. Both wasn't thta nice.

2009-07-23T07:16:00.001-07:00

IM NOT HAPPY TODAY.

SOTONG IS GONE.

Blogger cant upload photos. Fuck

2009-07-21T09:08:00.000-07:00

Yest went town and waited freaking long hours for all to arrive. Liying, her stead, Belinda, Sherlynn, Lim and Tonglee. Then ate at a 'hawker centre'.
Then back to tpy with Tonglee and Sherlynn . Met Ben, Phew, Paopao, Yixin they all for pool.
Soon went home. Hahah. Today after school i cancelled tuition, Sherlynn came my house, then nick came awhile and went back his cousin 's house which is same block as me la. Such a coincidence. Went Sherlynn's house then, headed to market. They ate, i didn't. Hahah.
Tmr gonna pon school. Like once in a full moon la. I'm still stuck on that monkey on msn:D

Grabbed from Sherlynn(:

FUN FUN! I'M IN LOVE!

2009-07-20T08:54:00.000-07:00

I'm fucking tired now.
Shall upload photos and blog tmr.
Tata~

Please la, think everyone so stuck one you? Move on please. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. FREAK ASS.

EWWWW... PURE DISGUSTED

2009-07-20T01:41:00.000-07:00

NOBODY IS DISRUPTING YOUR LIFE-.-
FOR GOODNESS SAKE, MY BLOG, I POST WHATEVER I LIKE. MY MSN, I PM WHAT EVER I FEEL.
NOBODY EVEN TEXT-ED YOU. YOU ARE THE ONE WHO TEXT-ED ME.
I DIDN'T EVEN CONTACT YOU AT ALL.
NOBODY IS HATING YOU NOR RMB-RING YOU. TSK.

HAHAH, SUCK A JERK USING HIS DRESSINGS TO HIDE WHAT KINDA PERSON HE IS.
JUST ANOTHER WEIRD FUCK MAN WHO HAVE UNLIMITED LUST. MR LUST, HE BELONG SOMEWHERE ELSE. NO WONDER HE DIDN'T NEED ANY FRIENDS. WUAHAHAHAH.

2009-07-18T23:16:00.000-07:00

This was what he wrote to me in msn:
I dont know if you're doing it purposely or not, but it seems you are. With yr nick & blog stuffs, i tried clearin things up & stuffs like that. Everything i did always in vain. Dont knw what's wrong with things & dont know what you are thinkin.

I was having tuition and now My reply will be:
If you don't wanna humiliate yourself even more, i advice you stop acting hero and pathetic. Cause i know exactly what happened all along alr. And i'm gonna tell the whole world about it soon enough. Don't make a fool outta yourself.

FUCKING LAME-.-

2009-07-18T05:55:00.000-07:00

R for Rotten
R for Rubbish

Why didn't his name start with J? Jerk suits him best(:
I made a new friend today. Her name is May:D We chatted alot.

And i'm back from Chalet. It was the most enjoyable chalet i had.
Hahah. We enjoyed so much we didnt managed to take much photos. Will upload sometime tmr. We played the "STUPID GAME". Well, it wasn't supposed to be called the "STUPID" game but we renamed it(:
Then went fishing in the midnight. I attracted some stuffs i dont wanna mention anymore. I just hopes it didn't follow me back home.

After the chalet, this afternoon went to find Ah Han. Hey yo great friend, i hope you'll be alright(:

Then home sweet home! Gonna study ltr. Yes, i wanna be a nerd.

P.S this is CUTE

2009-07-16T05:23:00.000-07:00

I slept throughout alot of lessons again today. Ahhh! I must stop!!
English Creative writing was fun. Both drenched. Laughs!
( p.s. take it easy, you wanted to play, i play back ma(: )

They went for "Harry Potter" while i went to swim with Sherlynn.

Then i ate the Ramli Burger. Niceeee~ Hahah, then now i'm back home. Gonna meet Sherlynn and Tim ltr to discuss about tmr's chalet. Oh ya, i'm gonna revise Biology ltr too, but i'm dead tired alr.

Sherlynn's treat of lollipop!

Shadow of it

2009-07-15T08:46:00.000-07:00

School time passed by fast today! So fast. Skipped LSP today, Sam and Yuling came my house to watch "Harry Potter Order Order of the Pheonix". I bought Egg Tarts again:D I think i'm gonna be the regular customer of that bakery soon. 3 days continuously buying alr.

Then Sherlynn came my house to use laptop. After Yuling and Sam left, i fell asleep then woke up and both of us went to her house to study. Her mom cooked Mee Poh for us(:

Then i went home. Hahah. Intended to watch "Harry Potter Half Blood Prince" tmr with classmates, but chose to go swimming with Sherlynn! Lol. I'm gonna sleep alr. Yest damn shiok, 10 plus slept alr. Heeeheeeeeee...

I realised i only tried tecktonik and shuffle once or twice, and never did continued. I need to practice!!

2009-07-14T03:29:00.000-07:00

Went to school myself today. Lessons were fine(: Didn't sleep that much as the past few days. And i'm so happy with my ladies. Hahah. Hock Siong was disgusting:/

Calista, Yuling and I drew our name with the Indian Hannah. Laughs.
Then we had Maggi Mee that i added too much of Chilli Padi, Sam added even more! Our lips and tongue burnt!!! Whoa whoa whoa~

After school wen to Bishan. Ate Mos Burger. The Clam Chowder was nicee. I love the rice burger:D

Then headed to library to study, i fell asleep and drool-ed-.-

Headed home with Yuling, Bobby and Gino. I bought Egg Tarts again at interchange! I loveeeee it!

If i were to get a husband next time, he MUST know how to make Egg Tarts. Cause i just love it!

Calista.Yushe

Yushe.Calista

2009-07-13T08:02:00.000-07:00

Because of one text received at 1:25am, i wasn't able to sleep until 4 plus in the morning, so overall i had about an hour of sleep. I give up, i don't wanna be a slave for love anymore.

In school slept throughout alot of lessons. Sorry Cal! Just your luck to sit beside me, i cant entertain you today. Hahah! I'll try to keep myself awake tmr and tmr and tmr on and on.. (:

After school went back home with Sherlynn. Weetze was like "yushe! yushe!" all the way. Hahah. Changed and went to swim. Tpy Swimming Complex always down. No fate to swim there. So we bus-ed down to Bishan to swim. Whoa, i forgot to bring goggles and it was freaking hard to look with all the water all over my face while swimming. I have difficulties swimming straight direction.

Went to 90 plus to eat and met Chong Meng and the Zhun? Laughs.
Slacked and went home. Feel so cooling after the swim:D i love it, but i wanna jog and do sit ups! My tummy's coming out:X

PHOTO EDITED BY CAL! Nicee(:

2009-07-12T09:36:00.001-07:00

Okay, nice day today cause i met my SISTER! :D Times with her was the best, that's all i can say. I'm straight, not a lesbian. Laughs.

Had POA tuition at home and my brain almost exploded too, same as yesterday. I think i'm having some difficulties with studying right now. And i sleep alot recently. Thanks to my mom who don't wake me up early at 9-11. I manage to get another 2-3hours of sleep till 12 plus 1.

After tuition Nick "flew me airplane". So i went off to Jurong. Met Sherlynn, Tim, Shawn and Damien.

Slacked under that void deck and was pretty fun although nothing much to do. As i said, spending times with my sister makes me most comfortable:D I was real disappointed when i knew something horrible and i kinda tear-ed. Lucky i didn't cry, if not my make up gone uh!

Had quite a talk with Tim. Felt lonely while thinking back about the past. But, it's worth letting go. Cause i've met the real wrong guy whom i thought he WAS the one.

Cabb-ed home and when i said bye to Sherlynn on the cab, the uncle thought i said bye to him then he said goodbye and goodnight some sort of stuffs. Joke eh?

Goodnight and goodbye, i look forward to the Chalet:DDD

2009-07-11T20:10:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 11 by Sam's phone call. Used com and prepared myself. Met Han at Inter then Cal, Yuling and Sam at the train there. We went to Flea Market @ HomeClub and i got myself a top from LY at $16(: a dress at $15 and a belt at $8. My ladies bought rings la! and i so dont have interest in them:X only because my fingers are fat!

We chilled at BK then Cal had this sudden crave on ice cream, so we headed down to Novena-Udders. I had a Strawberry and Vanilla and i tell you it sucked to the core, McDonalds also better than those. Should have just eaten at Clark Quay's one. Cheaper, healthier and NICER also. I'm left from ~~$60~~ to $2. Poor thing me.

Headed home for tuition. My tutor almost exploded my brain.
Oh well, Sherlynn's busying with her job and friends in Jurong. Guess it's me, myself and i again.
Hope she's still doing fine? I Miss Her Loads.

2009-07-10T08:32:00.000-07:00

PICCAS!

Dont laugh too loud, i look diff w/o make up. Very diff. Like A&E patient. Hahah

Meet the laughing gas. It's visible. It's Hock Siong! Hah!

Credits to Yuling!

Lemme introduce you to the owner of the Gambling Den/Lan Shop. Bobby Mojojojo~

Candid shot by Hock Siong(: I love it

HS was trying to be funny with the body-less photo

This solo photo of me was requested to be posted by Yuling. This was her fav one:D Thanks yo!

Today in school was... i forgot. Hahah.
Skipped Higher Chinese lesson and went Ben's house for Show. I completed 1 show and another half of it and fell asleep as usual:X
Met Sherlynn at RC with Shunyee, Yinghui and her other friends. They were darn Drama laa~
After that went home, i'm enjoying my Chocolate and M&M now:D yummmmss!!

2009-07-09T09:26:00.000-07:00

Please continue helping out with the vote! Very appreciated:D

2009-07-09T08:35:00.000-07:00

Hi there people!
Today is BE YOURSELF DAY(:

Was going to be late for school so met Bubble and Sherlynn and took cab to school. Straight slept in class until Chem test. I knew how to do most of it! But with some help from Cal, Guan Siang and Boon Chong laa. Hahah. You know, discussion. It was kinda troublesome cause i had to wear my sweater in school to cover my tattoo. Arghh~

WAS
SO
DAMN
FUCKING
HOT!

The 3 inch heels made me nearly fell in school's center staircase, cause the stairs was fucking narrow. Took ALOT of photos in school with My Ladys(: Haven't get it yet, i'll upload soon.

After school went to Tanglin to report with Sherlynn, her mom and my mom. Just some "questionaires" first.

Then cabb-ed to her house and slacked awhile and went to Novena to grab Long John ( Saw Clam Chowder and reminds me of you). Tim and Shawn came and we went DOTA and audi. Laughs, don't talk about it alr.

Intended to ask Nick to bring me for a round cause my mood was totally spoiled when i saw someone's blog. But nah. Sherlynn and I headed home. Got one tiko peh at my house downstairs. Eeee...

I'm gonna watch Boys Over Flowers on psp now and go to sleep!

I'm not sure if the show could bring me to sleep cause i'm really mad over the blog now. What nonsense! I don't regret my decisions afterall, i'm just totally mad over what you're currently behaving like. Tsk, continue playing hard. Communicate well.

Meet Tim!

Sister, i just loveee you♡

This was what our teacher asked us to do in class. ILY SAM & CAL!

And seriously Cal, i think we think very alike, 2nd time alr. Hahah:D

Camwhore

2009-07-08T07:01:00.000-07:00

Okay, i've decided what to wear for tmr's BE YOURSELF DAY(:

I just finished tuition.

He asked for patch today. Hahah. I was moved again. But.... not so soon until i had the "give it up laa" feeling.

I've just seen so many things you're doing that i really hate it. You're not reflecting at all, you're giving your reasons and to me, excuses.

I'll give you time. Until then, i'll not interfere about your playful life. Have fun.

2009-07-07T08:21:00.001-07:00

Thanks Johnson for the video, i laughed:DD I'll learn to be brave as the small boy!

But he cried! Laughs. So funny laaaa

2009-07-07T08:03:00.001-07:00

After 3 long days of searching, i found the converter and i'm enjoying my show now.

I'm blogging now just to find a way to let go off my loneliness and emptiness.

I really should just let him go but yet a question came today from him on msn, all of a sudden.

"What are we now.."

I feel that annoying feeling back again. The 'i want you back' feeling. It was awful, i have much more better choices whom i can choose from but why must it be you who are holding me back?

I think i'll just let my friends around me cheer me up.

And plus, she is MIA-ing. And i seriously dont like it. How would you feel if i'm the one treating you like this? Gone out with others and rather reply that guy's text than mine? I would have to text you so many times then "click" 1 message received. I was there when you wanted me there, why can't you be there when felt all alone?

2009-07-07T01:03:00.000-07:00

Finally can upload photos, i'm just testing. Hahah. Tmr i'm going back school. And i feel so excited! Cause i missssssss Cal, Yuling and Sam!! Hahah. They're like my only smiling pills, and guys classmates are my laughing pills, they're hilarious.

I'm gonna stay home for the whole of today and i swept the floor of my house just now(:

I feel so empty still. I think i'm really a girl who needs love from my boyf. But hard to find one true and steady one uh.. Always basturd-ed by them. Laughs.

Yushe! Must be positive! Your one and only one will still come, just not so soon? Hahahah.

I'm bored, Sherlynn finally can be out from her house but now, i'm all alone at home. She's gone out with her friends.

I really need someone to be there for me! Everyone seems so busy with their lives.

Oh well, just stop crapping here and go google and download software to convert flv files to PSP. Tell me if you know how to! Cause i've been searching for days alr!!

It Just Never Tends To End Eh?

2009-07-06T10:39:00.000-07:00

Woke up quite early today and helped my mom with housechores. Yes, it's miracle.

And is today youth day? Laughs, idk. My class monitor sent a HAPPY YOUTH DAY text to me yest.

Went to Sherlynn's house as usual and had mahjong session againnn. This time round was okay laa, at least i never lose, won 3$ only. Hahah.

After that i fell asleep on sofa, guess i was really tired after the chores.

Woke up and watched teevee.

Finally! Met Nick and Han Wei! :DD It's like sooo darn long since we've met.

Nick's bike's gone, don't be sad. Hahah. He rode me one for a small round with Han Wei's bike.

I nearly flew cause the pilion poart was higher than Nick's bike.

I psycho-ed them up to meet Sherlynn as she really missed them too. Hahah.

Then Nick rode me home:D

I feel like a fool to carry a last hope for both of us. Cause it just ended up NoWhere. It takes time to forget. And the time will start NOW.

2009-07-05T22:54:00.000-07:00

Blogger can't upload photos-.-

2009-07-05T09:46:00.000-07:00

HELP TO VOTE PLS!

2009-07-05T09:04:00.000-07:00

IM GOD DAMN FREAKING OVERJOYED NOW!

although just now lost $12 on mahjong -$10 to sherlynn and $2 to her mom. GUESS WHY? Cause i just recieved a call from my uncle in america.

He said HE'S GONNA BUY MA A NEW LAPTOP!! ANY PRICE!! WOOOOHOOO!~~

People, regardless who you are, tag my board and suggest which new laptops that are good, not too small(cause i wanna watch shows online and play games) and not too big(very heavy) and of course very light(so i can carry out everytime). THANK YOU SOOO MUCH:D

Today my POA tutor also never come cause i told her about the quarantine. So i'll be so damn busy next weekdays. Went to Sherlynn's house and watched "MY GIRL" on tv, then watched my VCD "COOL GUY". I think i love korean's guy's looks, awesome. Tim came, so we watched the VCD he brought, some horror movie again and it still sucked alot-.- Hahah.

Sherlynn's mom cooked Prawn noodles for me. Quite nice, except i dont like yellow mee:X

Had mahjong sessions after that. LoseD:

2009-07-04T20:44:00.000-07:00

I'm obsessed on looking at clothes online now. Fucking cheap, but still no $$. AYE! Wait only!, I'm gonna buy all of you back! hehe.

Yest was home all morning, my Chem tutor know i was quarantined and didn't dare to come. Hahah! Good for me. Afternoon went over to Sherlynn's house. We totally enjoyed la! Just the both of us at home, i've never seen her laugh like this before:D

Tim and Shawn came after that. We watched a very lame horror movie-.- One part macham porn like that.

Then Sherlynn's mom help me buy Mac back. My fav - McSpicyyy(:
Watched Mr. Bean Holiday and then watched 花样男子. 金贤重 is fucking pretty. His hair so soft, his looks so gentle. They're coming to SG! Bishan somemore, so near!

compare Korean with Jap one. Obviously Korean winner laa

2009-07-03T21:00:00.001-07:00

FUNNY AND NICEE:D

Baby tell me you still love me. I really don't wanna move on w/o you.

2009-07-03T20:05:00.000-07:00

It's hard for me, really. You know i'm hard on my words, but my heart's very vulnerable. Seeing you change, looking back through your words for me that meant so much. I just sat infront of my screen crying. I could do nothing else but cry.
You know it's stupid and useless asking me not to cry. Cause the only one i've ever wanted was you being by my side. Remember? We'll grow up.... you and me.... and family....

These are everything you once said before, rmb how strong your feelings were to me? :

Baby, don't worry. We'll pull through, just hold on to me tightly. Whatever happens, stay strong & have faith (:

p.s i love you

Alot problem arose. Still on-going. Hope everything will just be over soon & i just want to live my own life with my girlf. Without anyone interrupting & such. ):

Will blog most probably when im back from hk.
See ya peeps.

Girl, i'm missing you so much right now.

I only have her now.
Baby, i'll try to be happy at all times. Regardless of what's affecting me, i don't want you to be sad too.

I had a nightmare when i slept ytd night. Something really happen.

Why problems keep comin aft one and another? Why even you now.?
Nobody's here for me, here & now. You should know why.
Nobody's standing with me anymore. How about you.? My only one left.
Lilian cheered me up, Cressilda cheered me up..but how much can it help?
Thanks you both, but its not really helping the problem much. Appreciate it.

Baby, quickly think it thru & call me..

-Esp this one in red below. Just tell me this again and i'll be yours totally. 90%, 10% for my sister, like you'd always wanted. Baby, tell me you love me cause i really don't wanna move on w/o you.-

Take me somewhere where we can be alone.
I'll be waiting,
You were everything to me, begging you please dont go.
Save me, this love is difficult but its real.

She gave me a no.
She end it all, with this: " We arent compatible."

Ima Cold Blooded Mother fcuker.
Stay away.

ALL ALONG I WAS JUST A FOOL.

Hope you will think it through & give me an ans soon,
p.s i love you.

Really hate myself, i can't even hide the fact that i still miss you.

Just sincerely want to let everyone know, just hope you won't disrupt me & Yushe's life.
Will appreciate it if do so & everyone is a human, is what i'd like to emphasize.
Don't tell me you've never done anything wrong in your entire life, cus nobody will freakin believe that.

MOVE!

2009-07-03T05:40:00.000-07:00

Just changed my blogskin. BY MYSELF CAN? hahah. I think i'm gonna get over it soon.
Probably because i finally "See Through Everything" alr. That's a very good thing for me. (:

I go meet Bobby sister at my house downstairs now then head to Sherlynn's house:D I LOVE SISTERS!

Me&Only Me

2009-07-03T02:35:00.001-07:00

Went to school and was called down to general office. I'm being quarantined.
They asked me to head straight home but i met Ben to eat at 111. Hahah, his auntie weird weird one. Went Sherlynn's house after that for a lil while and home.

And while i was reading reader's digest in school today, i saw some sentences about love. Very true in different ways.

♡Love is like a Piano dropped from a 4th storey window, and you were int he wrong place at the wrong time

♡I can't make you love me if you don't. I can't make your heart feel something it won't

♡Hearts will never be practical, until they can be made unbreakable

♡There's a reason why people don't stay where they are. Baby, sometimes love just ain't enough

♡Of course i like you. It's because i like you i don't want to be with you. It's a complicated emotion

Except for this one:
♡A heart can be broken, but it keeps beating just same.
(I think it wont beat the same anymore)

You're right Han and Ben. It's time for me to wake up. It's all just a dream followed by a nightmare.

2009-07-03T02:27:00.000-07:00

2009-07-02T08:24:00.000-07:00

FIRST MY EX BOYF, THEN MY BEST SISTER.
BOTH ARE ALL I'VE GOT.
ONE IS BECAUSE OF NOTHING SUDDENLY LIKE THAT. THEN ANOTHER IS BECAUSE OF A GUY.

You choose to believe what you think happened. Our sister ship just lost over a guy you've known not long ago. What else have i got to say? I am always sure about what i'm doing, i will never think of betraying you. Why did you use such harsh words on me? You know i love you.

2009-07-02T05:39:00.000-07:00

I've got no mood to blog. Happy things and hysterical things happened.
I made the choice, i shan't regret.

The only thing i can promise is written in the letter.
I'll live my life and you'll live your's to the fullest.

When you're hot, i'm cold.
When i'm hot, you're cold.
Is this plan of revenge?
Idk, and i dont wanna know.
You know i love you and you hurt me for all you can.

Baby, you betrayed my love for you.

Imy baby. I cant bring myself to leave you

2009-06-30T05:44:00.000-07:00

You once told me females grow up and can only see money, i said no.
Today i was wondering why some females are like this and i realised, the cause were failures in relationship.
Bread or Love?
Girls were born to be innocent, but many failures in love life, causes us to change.
Gradually, females will know what is more worth it.
So, ask yourself. Bread or Love? Money or Male who'll make you heartache time and time?
I still dont have an answer myself, neither do i wanna know. Maybe, time will tell what's more important.

2009-06-29T06:55:00.000-07:00

School Reopen! I love the new sitting arrangement(: Hahah.
Went to Lego shop and fell asleep while waiting for baby. Then we went for Transformers! It's SUPER DUPER NICE! I rate 20/10* Went home.

From friends, we fell in love.
Gone through so much together.
I left you once cause i wasnt ready.
and realised how important you are to me.
Now that I've learnt to love you, to be the good girlf, you've changed.
If this continues, I've no idea how you'll ruin me.
I dont feel loved by you, it's a very insecure feeling.
I always have this feeling when someone is leaving me soon.
Baby, only you can save me, you're the only cure
cause you're the one i truely love

2009-06-27T20:14:00.000-07:00

Woke up, feeling so sick and had a quarrel with baby. Hais, idk what's going on.
Johnson came to fetch me and Sherlynn to eat Bak Ku Teh with 2 other friends. Ended up only 4 of us eat, Sherlynn went home cause her mom is starving.
Then headed to Sherlynn's house to play Mahjong with her mom, Shawn and Tim.
Wooohooo~! i freaking won $16.80! Said play straight cash but not enough money pay-.- So credit of $15. Hahah, i'm the big winner today!
Then went to eat prata, slacked awhile and went home. I've got tuition ltr on. Tata.

I love you Sherlynn!<3

2009-06-26T21:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday morning went to Tanglin to report. Waste time - extended.
Went home had a quarrell with mother. I cried like nobody's business and left home. That was why my photos, my eyes were all swollen. And i was sick at the same time.
Met Sherlynn and went out of TPY, WHAMPOA, TOWN & ETC places.... We're at Jurong this time!!

After that went to town to find baby at his work place. After that back home.

You used to be able to do anything for my sake,
now you couldn't.
Blame myself,
you're just not that into me.

2009-06-25T09:37:00.000-07:00

I woke up in the morning and broke the necklace baby gave me): spent like half an hour searching for the part that has our name written on, but i couldn't find. Then i started imagining stuffs again.

Went to school for 2 hours of lesson and i kept dozing off -.- After that went home and i had flu again so i slept for awhile and i was late meeting Cal, Yuling and Sam. I walked to Jln Tpy bus stop then realised i forgot to bring wallet out. No choice i went back to get it.

Watched "I LOVE YOU, MAN". It's a freaking hilarious comedy ever, and about the friendship part, it's very true and everyone's somehow lonely, we don't have to hide it(:

Then we went to walk around and i bought something for baby(: i hope you'll like it cause I LOVEEE IT! :D
Oh ya, we saw the Little Nonya that Guy-Dai Yang Tian, Sam spotted him. He was wearing super funky can? But don't suit him, not MAN, like small kid.
Ate Pasta Mania for dinner, it's been a long time since i ate it la! - Delicious -
After that we shopped again but non of us bought anything alr:X ( I wanna buy LOTS & LOTS of DRESSES!!! )
Then 3rd artiste we saw today - Li Teng ( that comedian )
9 plus 10 bus-ed home.

I have no idea why our legs look so fat in the photos today:/

While we were cam-ing, this artiste of forgot what name appeared out of no where and joked with us. So we had a shot(:

Bii, i hope you're not tiring yourself from your works.
And i really miss you a lot.

To Be? Or Not To Be?

2009-06-24T10:00:00.000-07:00

Went for Geog and then a shop around tpy with Sam then headed home. Slept awhile met baby and accompanied him at his Lego shop.

okay,now, let me crap out everything cause i'm so down now but mostly mad!

Firstly. I've never been a 3rd party before and somehow i feel that i'm entering another couple's world.
Second. I felt like an idiot being a substitution.
Third. Why in the hell did i not persist on being single?
Fourth. I'm dumb, i think friends are more important now. ~~Cancel the thought of stead is forever.~~
Fifth. I used to think guys are all the same, but no, some are worse!
Sixth. Liars are all over the universe.
Seventh. What on earth do i have anything to hold on to anymore?
Eighth. I feel like whacking anyone right now. No no, any guy.
Ninth. I've wasted all the precious thing that i'm supposed to be keeping for the right one.
Tenth. My heart is broken. Please, don't fix it back anymore. Let me remain the same so i wont get hurt again.

Maybe a lonely soul? I just wanna have friends that's enough. I'd rather play whole day and night outside than to settle down and get hurt.

All the above was just crapping. Idk what is happening, i just felt this way and wanted to fuck it out. So there might be misunderstandings in it. But one thing i know for sure, my heart sank to the most bottom and is aching right now.

2009-06-23T07:53:00.001-07:00

okay, YESTERDAY after school, i spent almost the whole day at home except morning Chris and Daryl came my house downstairs to pass me cigs i bought(: thanks!

So, TODAY morning i reached Bradell at 10am to meet Calista & Sam and thought i was late for class until i saw Yuling and others coming out of school. 1030 den start. So all of us went to coffeeshop eat Prata again. This time i wasn't tempted. Okay, i was, but only ate Yuling's 2 mouth of cheese prata:DD and drank Coke early in the morning. Hahah, just so yushe.
Supposed to 130 start class right? 11 plus den we go in cause we play poker in Kopitiam. Ended up Teacher never come so we all went to classmate - Bobby's house play Mahjong and Poker.

Went home and met Sherlynn to go Paya Lebar ( idk how to spell:X )

See, i really regretted cutting my hair short so..............
I got my hair extended 230 strands = $115nett (:

Stupid Han! Tua me until now 1120pm alr still haven call me! asshole!

Tmr I'm going to school and after that i'm gonna go find baby tmr at his workplace(: I really miss him alot. 3 days never meet alr. He's now on the way to M'sia with his family for a night. His such an asshole, he doesn't knows i'll miss him ah?

2009-06-22T03:26:00.000-07:00

MUST WATCH! :D

2009-06-21T23:28:00.000-07:00

Students, go to Chanel News Asia Website. At the left click Singapore, you scroll down and guess what is on the left? You can actually vote for an EXTENDED HOLIDAY!

>>CLICK HERE<<

Here's your chance! because of H1N1. Go now!
Have fun!

Surprise Surprise! Hah!

2009-06-21T01:39:00.000-07:00

Woke up quite early today and baby came my house. He bought for me chicken noodle(: better than chicken rice.
Half way mommy came back.
And i had tuition. He left halfway and didn't disturb my tuition.
I'm gonna have my " Lunner " now and off to sherlynn's house! BYE!

I feel abandoned when you left without making any last sentence.
I don't know if you're lying to me.
Seriously it's no big deal,
except for the lying part.
Cause i hate to be lied to.
I just wanna hold on tight to you.
I'll be yours if you'd be mine.
I love you.....

2009-06-20T12:16:00.000-07:00

Met han at my house downstairs and chatted. everyone's imperfect.
Then we walked to playground to wait for sherlynn to come back from her friend's wedding.
Some picas>>

by sherlynn(:

and me(:

2009-06-20T06:34:00.000-07:00

I've been rotting the whole day at home and my tuition teacher came too. I hate Chemistry!

Baby, i'd been waiting for your text.... Imy):
Sherlynn....Faster come back! Imy! And i'm very very very very bored.

Aiya, i go meet han alr laa.

Now then start to feel sorry? If you want to snatch my friends away, go ahead.
True friends wont leave just like that. You opened my eyes wide to see what kind
of friends i had.

2009-06-20T00:25:00.000-07:00

New Moon Dominates The World Wide Web

WATCH THIS.
i'm eager for it to be in cinemas. Much More Than Transformers! ahhhhh!!

and new characters who 'd be casting in New Moon

Edward Cullen? or Jacob Black?:D

BBQ(: .....................and continuous nightmares

2009-06-19T22:47:00.000-07:00

BBQ with classmates was fun! okay laa, it was boring at first, but luckily got my hao jie mei Calista and Yuling accompanying me and we played cards all along.

●TaiTi
●Indian Poker
●Texas Poker

I lost $1.50 hahah. Texas Poker i got 3 Ace and i still lost to that freaking Alexis! ROAR!@#$%^&*(
The 3 of us didnt do any BBQ-ing:X nvm, we buey paiseh one. hahah!

Went to Novena to meet baby with his friends. ( Sorry baby, shouldn't have let you wait so longD: )
They left soon and i met Sherlynn to play lan. We used the Razor Damn Freaking Gay! So PAIN!
Played awhile only then both of us strolled home. We really strolled cause it took us 40 plus mins to reach home :o We had a nice chat that i didn't feel like stop strolling. Hahah!

Slept at 3 plus and 6 plus Sherlynn called me for breakfast. And so i went(: My only $4 gone.

Went back home to sleep, and had this nightmare. Yesterday also nightmare, today also. Going crazy alr la! All because of someone who wants me to be happy but actually making my life like hell. Yes it's you=.=

2009-06-19T00:06:00.000-07:00

Past 2 days watched Ghost Of Girlf's Past & Drag Me To Hell with baby. Both 2 thumbs up(:

Wednesday watched Ghost Of Girlf's Past with baby before he went to work and of course i accompanied him until closing(: And once again problems occurred, oh please........................i just wanted to have a simple and long-term r/s, what's so difficult about it?
Went back to Whampoa to meet Sherlynn awhile and got screened by 2 idiot polices.

The next day i waited for Sherlynn at interchange for freaking 1 hour plus! Lucky i had PSP to pass time. Hahah, now both of us got the same phone but different color. Mine's BabyPink and her's Black and Red. We went to eat and bought some stuffs for our phone's "future".
Headed to Taka to meet baby and catched Drag Me To Hell. Yes, it's nice, funny and disgusting, shocking too but the ending was expected and sad. And then we went Qlark Quey and he had ice cream cone and i had coke float(: Went home and thought i wouldn't come out but went to Sherlynn's house to watch SCV until 4 plus in the morning and came home.

yushee's----sherlynn's

Today woke up with a nightmare, straight away picked up baby's phone call and started crying. Finally i realised i was back to the real world. The dream was awful.

I'm going for our class BBQ ltr on. Tata~

Home Sweet Home

2009-06-15T23:35:00.000-07:00

I'm home(: Feels so great to be home. Samantha came my house early in the morning to study. Hahah, and we're watching Aquamarine now. Tata~ I'm gonna study ltr and meet up some friends ltr on:D

Tanglin.Handcuff-ed

2009-06-15T23:13:00.000-07:00

Went to Novena to play comp with Bobby and Sherlynn. Phew they all came so me and Sherlynn left.
Went for dinner at Whampoa market and after that tragic happened. Illusions yeap.

After being in there being alone for some time. I realised i haven't been living the real me all along since my last last breakup. I only really know who i really care for and who i really misses till then.
I know i was stupid. Friends, i'll keep my promise to you all.

Idk if i really wants a guy to be with me as another part of me. As in my partner for life. I lost all my faith. Keep having the thought that ::Guys are all the same:: Yes, all the same. That's the worst part.

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Leo Sherlynn. This is for you. You better remember me for life and our sister-ship last for ALAP. I love you too. You're the first true friend that i've ever had who understands me the most and we think alike. I cherish our sister-ship(: Let's just BE GOOD. hahah! Mr.Boo
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2009-06-14T01:58:00.000-07:00

Friday midnight went to cycle to Novena. Hahah! i cycle my self can?! But not all the way la. Half way people tongbang me alr. Came home all sweaty and sticky:/ Bathe and had a great sleep. Next morning woke up and went to Sherlynn's house she's STILL sleeping. Went home for tuition and before my tuition is over, Sherlynn and friends are at my house downstairs waiting alr :O

We went to BK to buy cig, the sell chiong cig uncle SI BEI KIA SI can?! Ask Sherlynn how old, as if he selling Singapore cig like that! Then say dont want sell her. In the end said kidding with her and asked her "if police catch you and ask you where you buy? what'll you say?" take note, he uncle still havent sell her hor. Sherlynn say dont know how to say . The uncle SI BEI GUAI LAN, DON'T WANT SELL!

After that went KB, though i was so sick. Arghh!! Slept there while Sherlynn watched Animal porn and shemale porn=.= okay, we all watched. hahah.

I've Decided To Stay Single.Sick Of Everything.I Just Wanna Enjoy My Life To The Fullest Now.

this this this this phone! Satio! cooool~ i want it! i want it!

Played hang man at void deck with Sherlynn and Chong Meng and his friend

"CAN I HAVE YOUR NUMBER?" lol!

Patch? nah. Hyp.

2009-06-12T05:18:00.000-07:00

SINGLE sounds better.

Just for you: I thought you really meant what you've said in our texts and stuffs, turned out to be bullshits. "Big fat liar?" TSK! lalala~ I bet you miss every of your ex's hug and stuffs like that. Conclusion, you're still a hyp. I'd rather have my Sisters and friends. And steady, I feel guilty no more. Trust me, my life is better w/o you and your freaking "sweet talks?" plus lies? Those are for small girls. And go on with your flings or whatever. Grow up?

UPDATES PHOTOS

2009-06-10T10:16:00.000-07:00

memory.

this picture above was taken by my sister BOBBY. "failed bicycle seat"! hahah!

meet my rider! lols

light cage? at leisure park

hello! my name is yushe! :D

i look PALE D:

i'm finally gonna sleep soon after 2 days. it's alr 1:22 am and i need to reach Beatty there at 8:30 am tmr morning to meet Cal, Sam & Yuling to go Singapore Poly AGAIN! we're gonna be aunties tmr. Hohoho! goodnight everyone! (:

*sisters, i'm worried for you guys. becareful alright?*

2009-06-09T23:36:00.000-07:00

I NEED YOU AS MUCH AS YOU NEED ME. I WANT YOU BY MY SIDE

FUN&FUCK-ED UP at the same time

2009-06-09T20:26:00.001-07:00

recently had been out late, having fun? lol.
now i'm totally bored at bobby's house. he and gary sleeping and i'm using the com. plus i havent sleep for the whole day, it's 11:30 am now. i dont intend to sleep alr.
i'll post pics and stuff next time when i'm home(:

i hate the way how lovers can end up opposite ways. that's why i hate to be love-ed or something like that.

and SPAMMERS, you can rather use other people's name cause i dont think she would be as stupid as you to use real name(: also, don't have to use my name to tag other people's tagboard, your mom or dad gave you a name to use it :O and get alive, you like to tag people's tagboard, get a blog yourself(: we can spam each other together, if not, can come out we can spam each other:D

we're just not meant for each other, i long-ed for this kind of r/s but seems that it didn't work out.
i was trying to be kind now and you're trying to be nasty.
i get petty easily, you should know about that.
and don't tell me you love me anymore when you're not like what it seems to be.
call me a "money-eater" or whatever shit you like. IDC(:
NO LOVE, NO HATE. hate existed because there was love.
yes i'm furious. so what?

2009-06-07T01:37:00.001-07:00

this is funny:D

R/S??

2009-06-07T00:44:00.000-07:00

Watched Blood:The Last Vampire at Iluma yesterday. It was alright la, the story line was lame but the girl was cool. The bloodwas total fake! What a M18 show, disappointment.
Yesterday was quite fun, got to know some new friends.

someone used my name to tag BEN's blog.
DARE? dont put name? lol?!

and for that "friendship", tsk, we've lost it all along. not only me and you. you never tried to change since the first time you and our friends of us were almost involved in a fight. and it's been a long while since i no longer cherish this "friendship" cause no point. got thing then come find us, nothing then MIA. "Why did we end up enemy in less than a week's time?" to be frank, we weren't enemies but not sisters, not even friends and it happened not in a week, but many months, maybe year? think about what you've said to phew. lol! "that thing" was totally not my fault:D if you don't understand the meaning, understand it now: OWE $ PAY $, OWE THINGS PAY THINGS. now, please dont reflect even if you wanna. hahahah! Don't make me laugh. Dog is cuter than you:o

p.s: if you want, you come(:

i'm sorry i've to disppoint you. i'm just not rdy baby, you have no idea how much pain i'm in right now.
. let me have a lil time to think twice.

2009-06-05T11:34:00.000-07:00

I love you baby! Thanks for my name((:
so sweet of you

I'm back home! Baby's back too! heheh!
Went out to meet Howard, Ting and alot more people came. We played basketball at 50 plus! LOL. Shermin long bang me on Chong Meng's bicycle, hahah! We're like don't know going where cause she cant turn left. Laughs

I wasn't the final loser:X
And i'm gonna watch Blood: The Last Vampire with baby and friends:D

I'm missing him badly right now though i can hear him through the phone. I want hugs!

Excited! & Sick

2009-06-05T01:37:00.000-07:00

Just finished editing my blog and Ben's blog.

I went to school today! hahah! Intended to be late with Calista Samantha and Yuling to eat breakfast at Bradell Mac, but it was under renovation from 7am to 12pm.
Had Maths and we sat on the table behind the classroom cause there was NO CHAIRS! Then we used my new phone no to 'prank msg' our classmates. Lol!

Recess i went to had a relaxing and fun talk with my Form Teacher-Mdm Wan, we had been in bad terms, but idk why, i feel that i'm gonna miss her when she leaves.

Biology was teaching new topic and sounds fun, but i was down with flu so i still slept through the lesson.

I'm gonna rest now and wait for Sherlynn to call me to meet her, Howard and Ting.

TAKE NOTE>>>i think when you owe someone something, you ought to pay them back, just like if you owe me something, don't act as if i'm borrowing or asking you a favour. Like hell~ YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE

Baby's coming back SG soon! I wanna hug him and kiss him for all i can:D

some SUPER OVERDUE photos:

Bangs!

2009-06-04T08:27:00.000-07:00

didnt go to school today:X and i had bangs on tuesday. hahah, i look wierd.
baby's still in Hong Kong, he's talking to me now(((: i miss him like hell! and i've changed my no. heh!

tml's going school for sure. my form teacher's last day in school, she's going to give birth soon! :D

watched "terminator" today, baby, i wanna watch TERMINATOR 2 with you!

BEFORE

AFTER

2009-06-01T23:31:00.000-07:00

My laptop was "stolen" so hard to blog alr.

Baby gone to Hong Kong yesterday midnight. I miss him a lot. And i promised him i'm gonna cut Bangs today, lols, idk if im really gonna cut anyway. Meeting Ben and Sherlynn to eat soon.

-Everything changed-

Crazy in love

2009-05-30T10:25:00.000-07:00

I studied the whole afternoon of Chemistry. 'Cause i got 3 new goals in my life(:

I'm gonna try to quit smoking(for the sake of my love)
Strive for O'lvl
Change my image(need cash, job intros plsss)

Went to Queensway to meet boyf and his friend, but i was so late that they alr finished shopping:\ so we just walked a lil while and had the "tea boiled egg". Dar peeled for me and it was veryyyy hot and i had my fav Yakult.

Then we went town and my mood was totally spoilt cause of some freaking irritating issues. One word-UNFAIR. So i went to find Sherlynn, and we had quite a long talk compared to usual ones.

My love, i'll cherish you cause you're the one i had been searching all along and my feelings are growing too fast that i'm afraid you wont be able to catch up with me. I'll hold on to you and let me hold on as long as i want.
I've never had such a strong feeling so fast. I hope we'll pull through

Messed Up!

2009-05-27T10:02:00.001-07:00

Had a bad dream when i was taking afternoon nap, called Ben and cried. Oh gosh, everything's going wrong.

Met Ben and went to get my brochure for the Student plan i wanted to get-unlimited text msgs cos i just finished my $100 prepaid card within a week.

my hair looks longer than before. but still so short
hi! and bye my good friend!

2009-05-27T00:41:00.000-07:00

Yesterday in school watched this China movie by the name of "暖情". It's freaking touching. Many of my Chinese class classmates cried but since I don't like them, i held my tears so many times. Lols. It's about this kid-7 years old whose Mom left him to the city to earn more to buy a turtle for him(i love turtle too!). Then he and his dad somehow regretted so they went to the city to look for her. They met alooooooot of problems. The lil kid is damn freaking cute, you cant tell it from the pic, but the show, i wish i have a son like him when i grow up(:

After school i got drenched. Thanks to my classmate and the rain. Stayed at home then met up with Sherlynn to play our lappy:D Ben came also, we went to Bobby's house. Play play play until night then went home. I was so happy to see 2 people on bus, i hope they're tgt. *evil smilee*

Today in school was fun after Chinese was over. My class' funniest guy did the funniest thing. He immitated my tattoo by using a marker to draw on his arm-it's a smiley face with red tears. LOLS!!

bored in Bio class so i drew this
and this..
on our way home-->

I'm at home now, troubled with r/s again. First time stuck in this kind of situation so complicated. Too complicated

2009-05-25T02:45:00.000-07:00

Finally went to school! hahah. Calista didnt come, so i felt so bored, no one to talk to in school.
Here's my result for not studying during MYE:

English 47 (D7)
Higher Chinese 51 (C6)
Maths 44 (E8)
Science 32 (F9)
Humanities 50 (C6)
P.O.A 55 (C5)

After school Ben and ZiSheng came to Beatty outside, so touched, so long nobody come fetch me from school OUTSIDE alr:D
Then went to inter, Rayner's here too! What a surprise:D He got a bad hair day. Accompanied Phew to smoke then headed home alr. He finally sent me the song i wanted. That song very got feel you know?? Guess what? When I reached my house doorstep, i fucking realised i didn't bring my keys out. WTF!
So now i'm waiting for mommy to come back.

Went to 75 with Ben and ZiSheng just now. Ate the YOU MIAN which i hadn't ate for like 2 years? hahah. Slacked around there for awhile and went Whampoa slack awhile then went home.

2009-05-24T08:57:00.000-07:00

FUCK THE WORLD! I WANT NO ONE! NO ONE AT ALL! NA BUEY CHEE BYE!!!!! KNN, MANY PEOPLE WIN ALR LA!

2009-05-24T04:56:00.000-07:00

I'm in a totally pissed off mood. If she's refering to me, I'm sorry to say that i alr gave further notice that i will be having some things on, no point she have to get so worked up. In the end also because of someone we didnt meet up. Dont put the blame entirely on me. There were times when i was left alone and you were busy. Thought it was over, now she's like dwelling over it=.= So be it she's doing it on purpose now that leaving me alone behind at the last minute, or she's forgotten about it. Just totally pissed off~ For small incidents, "prove that no real friends in the cruel world?". I should Analyse again.

How to Spell Lonely

2009-05-24T03:21:00.000-07:00

Went to Bobby's house whole evening to get my lappy done. Sorry that you've got the virus, blame that guy who dl-ed the maphack! hahah. While making my lappy, Han came, we watch the 双子星. Ended up only Bobby and me watching.
handsome((:Then we happened to come to this website http://www.failblog.org

look at this receipt, it's from Singapore Raffles Hotel.

this video like WTF! laugh until both of us stomach pain ah! Gotta go see that blog, can kill time if you're bored, can kill you if you laugh! LOL!

Fucked Up

2009-05-23T03:09:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the 3rd day i didn't go to school. Met Sherlynn and went to interchange to get our breakfast and we like went 3 stalls just for a meal can? Same place, Ben's house for DVD. I re-watched The Seed Of Chucky. Then i think of Calista calling me "Shit Face":( Soon Sherlynn and me fell asleep again. And again, Ben went out himself again=.= Half way i found out i got period.

When Sherlynn and I are at interchange going home alr, she received a call. Got taiji. We bus-ed straight to 90 plus. This was the most irritating taiji i've ever met. But ALOT of people came down, i think 30 plus people if i'm not wrong.

Went home and had a war with my mommy. I shut my mouth for full 2 hours plus with her talking non stop for 2 hours plus, then i exploded. For the rest of the 1 hour, I argued back. Then started crying non stop. Crying is a very powerful frenzy.
So by the end of the 3 hour plus war, I went down my house to meet Ben. I felt like i'm like mad monkey or what, i keep blabber and blabber and at the same time crying. Soon I stopped crying and the police came, and they was very kind to us I think because Ben looked very "University Student".Hahahah!

I'm going to get my games from Bobby now! Tataaa~

do you really don't like me?

2009-05-21T05:27:00.000-07:00

Didn't go school today again. I was so tired, i slept at 3 plus AM chatting on the phone with bff and playing Dota. Hahah, he was pissed off when i have to hang up. Sorry~
Bought some snacks for Ben Ben and went his house with Sherlynn.
Every time go Ben's house i'll end up sleeping no matter what. After that Sherlynn and i was left alone in that house=.=
Luckily Han's ahma got cook some desert and he brought for us to eat. Then he cooked maggi for us too:D You're so kind!
Slept very long and went home.

Now my lappy is having a really very BIG problem and i'm gonna try to reformat it. All my pictures might be gone, all my music and my DOTA! and a lot of things! ROAR! i hate the person who made my lappy kana this fucking kind of virus. You suck the hell out up and down, round and round! Freaking guy who watches porno, you freaking despo guy. Just my luck.

2009-05-20T08:19:00.000-07:00

Didn't go to school cos received a call from Ben. What an idiotic dad he has and what a "manual" mom yixin's mom has. Drop that topic. Waited for Bobby for more than 30 mins at bus stop alone! So i drank 2 bottles of yakult and chips. Then Ben cabbed down to find us with a t-shirt and boxer. Lol!! We went to Ben's house to watch The Days again cos Bobby interested. Ended up i fell asleep first and i woke up with all of us asleep=.=

Bobby went back with me to Whampoa and met Sherlynn, Han and Nicole and went AMK for PepperLunch. I lost the bet to Bobby-ToaPayoh got PepperLunchExpress. Met Monster and played pool and lan. Sherlynn and Nicole left early, so i was quite bored.

2009-05-18T00:57:00.000-07:00

by Monster.
Any comments on the tattoo? it's okay if it's not very beautiful, but ugly??

i finally look like a human w/o make up:D

i look like some mad ass in this photo. my hair all messed up.
EXAMINATION OFFICIALLY OVER
feel so NOT GOOD with so many problems. i'd rather spend my afternoon at home rotting. now even Rayner's out, no one's gonna entertain me.
Today's mommy's birthday, go eat steamboat l8r, hahah!
this funny video he introduced

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